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Thursday, March 27, 2008

STAGE 2: i have lost my voice.


my voice sounds like a crow... =.= months ago when jeanie lost her voice i kept laughing at her. and now.......karma returns. haha. first time in my life. and thats not the worst. woke up this morning ,

STAGE 3 :my left eye was in pain.

great , guess my body is damn damn damn freaking heaty . and i'm forcing myself to drink salt water . hope it works well..


STAGE 4: my stomach cramp is killing me.



i have lots of pills to pop and drink after my breakfast.... this few days i have been popping different kinds of medicine. and nothing cures. f**k the doctor. no use....

KISS * ♥
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

the fourth day ...


i having this kind of migraine... oh man...

KISS * ♥
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Monday, March 24, 2008

think i going to die soon. =.=


i having a bad mygraine for 3days and my sore throat is ain't getting better.. flu got worst.


someone cast a spell on me !

KISS * ♥
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Saturday, March 22, 2008




jus for laugh.. lOl

KISS * ♥
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4:58 PM




i'm down with sore throat... omg.....

KISS * ♥
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Thursday, March 20, 2008

yeah.. skipped work today. because got an interview this afternoon. anyway.. my colleague pretty sucks.. found her friendster and wanted to upload her photo but then.. dowan la.. so bad. aha. and she's jus merely older than me by....... 1 year old. acting like an old bird.


shucks .. hair so messy... aha . shall cut short hair yeah.


ok... we look like... hmm...


this is the pile of shit the bitch is giving me to do... whole year of 2007... i'm done till... MARCH




see the pile of papers there... thats done by me all alone.... *sob*


pretty card.. planning to do.. heheheheh..




KISS * ♥
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

fark that bitch at my workplace la.... holy christ . shucks... cb....

KISS * ♥
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Saturday, March 15, 2008

finally a meet up with JL

the last meet up was around...... ** MARCH 2007 ?


had a long chat . longest session ever.


a good meet up i should say. some might see my previous post of JL before. he's totally a different guy from other people. ( thats wad i think ) i realised that he plans his life route well . he told me wad he wanna do during his NS and after the NS. and it's like , his words suddenly wake me up. what have i been doing for this past 20years? what will i be in next 5 years? what i really wan to do? ... i guess. i cant go on like this? ha.




+*+ 如果你也听说,我爱的人,恋爱频率 , 屋顶 +*+


the best 我爱的人 i've heard.. aha


best NG 屋顶 ... lol


best dinner ... prata never come ~


best guessing game . u lose me.


best dice game . so what u win me? ^.^



thanks for sending me home behind me .. lucky i found out. ahhaa . since i promise him i cant upload the photo.. hmm. then forget it ba. strive for yur dreams yeah .. i will be yur first loyal fan . lOl

KISS * ♥
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Sunday, March 9, 2008

it is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves .

KISS * ♥
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Saturday, March 8, 2008

it was a short meet up. =.=! and i'm saying .. real short... i went after work , dragging my swollen eyes, shagged face , messy me to town.

there was 8 people..


1 down(ps) , 7 left.


1 left at probably about 7 plus.


1 down again~ 6 left


we dunno where we were heading to after the dinner. time passes ... 8 plus and..

photo session .. hmm~ wasn't in mood to take. but no choice. and the 2 guys were acting shy which i dunno for wad?! so ended up left 4 girls taking . after about 10 min...




2 down ~ 4 left ..

was looking at time.. 9 .. 4 left. the usual ones , which can stay till late. usual suggestion , pool to kill the time. the same old ones.. me, lp , adrian and nic . but the feeling was no longer the same. we planned this meeting session around two weeks ago. initially i thought it would be a LONG meet up , so i went. Because the previous meeting up got cancelled because me and lp couldn't make it. So there's no reason i can reject for this. Can you imagine the feeling , dragging my shagged body all the way to town and the meet up was like not more than 2 hours? It's like going to for that dinner and yar , pat pat yur buttock and home sweet home. gosh. it's was disappointing anyway~

KISS * ♥
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i went watching movie with jun chen . leap years. great show , though i think that the movie is pretty short. this is better to have loved and lost , than have never loved at all.





look so shagged la
went to see doctor before that... i'm stuck with my spectacles again . i'm down with eye infection again~ oh man.. cant wear my contact lenses again~ phew....

KISS * ♥
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12:51 AM



Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Time to say goodbye



When Im alone
I dream on the horizon
And words fail;
Yes, I know there is no light
In a room
Where the sun is not there
If you are not with me.
At the windows
Show everyone my heart
Which you set alight;
Enclose within me
The light you
Encountered on the street.

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall experience them.

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
And words fail,
And yes, I know
That you are with me;
You, my moon, are here with me,
My sun, you are here with me.
With me, with me, with me,

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you,
I with you.

KISS * ♥
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Sunday, March 2, 2008

sighed ~

viwawa's wahjong got so lacked now and everybody cant log in. and people bombing the shoutbox now . "y so lag" , "lousy website" ,"y keep hang " ...


hahaha.. guess it's getting popular. WAHJONG !


and i'm so bored now. still got 1 more hour to 4. meeting angie later. and she says she might be late. !!! sian. dun wanna stay at home. haiz..


[mentally awake , physically weak .]


my mind is so blank now. someone tide me through this two weeks man. tedious . I have to keep myself from not thinking of it , keeping myself occupied , making sure i can get through it. i hope i can~ i wish i could . i cant deny the fact that it really affects me alot. i jus cant stop thinking about it. i know i have to make a decision , whether to wait , or to give up. and i'm avoiding this question. yes... avoid . i dun wanna think about this problem first. perhaps , i need time.




oh man .... wahjong is serving maintenance... sian lar

KISS * ♥
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