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♥ Friday, July 20, 2007

i'm totally disgusted and felt disgraced of my mum's actions. she commented my fren . which she shld noe that i dun like anyone commenting my frens. and i'm gonna confront her tml. guess this few days i wun be home so early ba. shall find other ppl slack after work or slack myself. i'm hating this home and i'm losing my freedom. i guess~?


sorry that my mum said all those hurting comments about u. to me, i noe who are true to me and i dowan this to affect our frenship. u r the one who standby me when things happen to me. and therefore i'm really grateful to u. i tried to let my mum noe and change the impression of u b4. but sorry tat it turn out to be like tat. i'm sorry.




and i'm still tolerating. i'm not living for myself. i'm living for u ppl. i'm aint controlling my life. u ppl decides for me wad to study, u ppl decides wad job i shld take up , u ppl decides wad frens i shld make with. i get sacarstic remarks from u ppl and i noe u all are looking down at me. so whatever i do i also dun get my family support i guess. i'm jus to soft to do anything about it. i have my dreams i have my plans .. but i didnt have a chance to tell out becuz , i have to seek for u ppl views b4 i do anything . i respect and listen becuz i'm single parent and i dowan u to be disappointed if i reject. i love service line , i love working in hotel . and they think that i shld be working in the office. mum asking me to quit jack's place and back to study. i can tell u that i really love working there and i hate studying that diploma. i kept quiet and wad can i say. since u guys wan me to study , then i obey yur decision. u can control my studies , my everything , but not my frens. i really hate. she's good to me and i noe it. have u ever ask how i felt b4? i dun ask for more. jus let me have my freedom for making frens and u can control anything u wan.

KISS * ♥
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