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Saturday, June 30, 2007

i'm back at 2.30 am.. jus caught a movie with jean jason and lp...


GAME OF THE DEATH.

fark that producer becuz it's disgusting , inhuman , and farking no ending.


having no ending is the movie trend now i guess.

shall go into details TML.

becuz . . .

i totally shagged out . tml have to wake up 8 am..


i'm left with ==== 5hrs of sleep =.=

KISS * ♥
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Friday, June 29, 2007



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2:01 PM




and he really came to look for me for breakfast with my bubblegum . ^^





so he didnt break his promise. haha. and he bluffed manager that he will be late for work. both of us are so tired . and i'll be going work later also. duh.

and he fall asleep while waiting for me to help him to iron his uniform . pengz.


KISS * ♥
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1:46 PM




he said he's coming tml morning to fetch me for breakfast before he go work.



he made me so pissed off today which jean told me she was shocked to see my face so black . and lucky jus now i told her wad happen and she was there to listen out . and i think he knew i was angry cuz he called me up and talk.

THANKS JEAN !


anyway accompanied jean for job hunting this two days.. and i guess tml have to go to her scoo? not sure also. she gt her things on i also gt my date on. so most prob is meet in the noon..

and now my right eye is so itchy and i cant go to sleep now. in case tml gt eye swollen.

KISS * ♥
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1:31 AM



Thursday, June 28, 2007

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !





think my hamster going to leave me sooon. sobz. it grew a lump at his mouth there, which i dunno wad is it.. he also dowan drink water.. haiz.. tml have to hunt medicine. and i feel like bringing him to a vet.. and my ma thinks that it's rather ridiculous.. he's getting thiner and thiner.. kao.. dunno wad to do.. very stress...







and i'm gonna miss my BTT tml. nbcb. cuz my manager ask me go back work tml. and he say i wun pass my farking BTT and ask me dun waste my time. fark it. stress..







i farking need some medicine to cure my ham ham.. dowan see him die... peng .. pek chek ..

KISS * ♥
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12:51 AM



Wednesday, June 27, 2007

i wan to go on a holiday yeah .

tioman island?

langkawi?

and fren suggested going batam aha !


waiting for fren to take PH and off.. also dunno can get ma.. =.=




KISS * ♥
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2:09 AM



Tuesday, June 26, 2007

26 june 2007 9.17pm

i was at 7 11 buying things . AND . . .. . . . . .. . . . .. . . . ..




JL CALLED ME !



HAHAHAHHAHA.



and sickening jason and jeanie sent him some sms. zzz

pengz..


i cant stop smiling =)

KISS * ♥
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9:47 PM




i think i . . . have a special "affinity" with malays ?

there was once a malay guy i got to know from work. he usually send those cakes from the cake house to my workplace. and he was friendly . he made the first move and talk to me , blah blah blah. so he offered to send me home after work. haha. he told me he was single? well , its very obvious that he's married. i also dun understand y he wants to lie about it. lOl

next is my malay manager from my workplace~ i farking can remember how to whole thing started actually. i was working on the second day. jus the second day. he got my number from teng , and smsed me. so he asked alot of questions. maybe i gave him the wrong impression that i'm a bisexual or lesbian. haha. so he asked whether i got threesome b4? i was like =.= ! slowly we got close together . almost everyday he smsed me. i think this underground thing has been going on for 11 mths? haha. ( sorry cant go into details)

then recently , and yes , MY WORKPLACE , got another malay guy called me few times a week. jus to chatchat . he buy me bubble gum cuz he noes i like. and he fetch me home sometimes after work if he got bring car. but most of the time i reject. nt convenient for him. anyway he's a malaysian . so he lives in Jb =.= he hold my hand while we crossing the road. he helped me to keep my dinner if i'm nt around. he's quite sensitive. he noes when i'm angry when i'm tired. he usually walked with me to the mrt and ps his frens . ^^ he remember wad he promise me .

maybe. . .. . . in the future. . . . my wedding is held at my house downstairs. and i have to convert to muslim . =.= haizz. i farking hope it wun come true. haha if it really come true. jean u watch out. u curse me b4 .

KISS * ♥
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

love is a cunt , fantasy is a bitch








"I Thought You Said You Loved Me." "Aw, Baby, That Was Just Pillowtalk."




simple quote from . . . . =)

KISS * ♥
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7:17 PM




internet lag..

pop up keep appear..

sound device got deleted..


STRESS



suspecting : virus . . . .. !!!



stresss STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS !

KISS * ♥
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12:15 AM



Monday, June 18, 2007

i was her , she was me.
we were one , we were young.
she was my listening ear when i needed someone to talk to.
though we have conflicts before , but she made the first move to talk to me.
she was there to support me , and gave me motivation in everything i do.
my guardian angel that protects me in wadever i do.
the one that makes me laugh everytime,
the one i could put my trust in her.
and thats y i made up my mind.

18 june 2007 , we took an oath.

to my dearest sister , jeanie.



KISS * ♥
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2:08 AM



Friday, June 15, 2007

photo time !



TWO IDIOTS STRUGGLING WITH THEIR SEE HUM . SINFUL ACTS.. HAHA


INDULGE IN THEIR HUM HUM HUM.... GREEN TEA IS STILL OUR CHOICE



THE BIGGEST MUAH CHEE I'VE EVEN SEEN. *ALMOST CHOKE*


BEFORE



AFTER

such a handsome prince ! lOl

KISS * ♥
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11:19 AM




HAPPY BELATED BDAE JL !












MAY ALL YUR WISH COME TRUE .STAY HAPPY ALWAYS YEAH......


KISS * ♥
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1:09 AM



Wednesday, June 13, 2007

4 APRIL 2005





JL asked me out. i still remembered he ate long john silver. while i was at home eating my dinner. he treated me for a movie which i have seen before. the moment i saw him, i realised he was wearing the shirt i gave to him as xmas present. awww.. he was sweet enuff to bring me a jacket. he even told me : every gal are afraid of cold.... so i wore his jacket......... we walked home. and have a long talk. and he suddenly asked me do i still remember that shirt. and the card i gave to him? i kept quiet that moment and gave him a smile.....

yes i still remember.... u hear that?



i miss u . jus u and only u. my previous diary was filled with yur name . and hence now i wan to blog it out.. i noe u wun read it. but i jus wan to write how i feel.. 4 yrs le.. i still miss u.. and i guess u noe nth..








KISS * ♥
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2:10 AM



Tuesday, June 12, 2007

把回忆重新翻一遍
重温我们的交集点
有点甜也有点远
一切的开始就像昨天
剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼还看得见
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念何时你才会发现
*你不知道我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道有天你能否只对我好
可不可以靠近一点
记住这张爱你的脸
闭上眼等待永远
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念何时你才会发现

KISS * ♥
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1:34 PM




his bdae is tml.. and yet i cant buy him a present. cuz i dunno how to pass to him.




HAIZ !

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1:15 PM



Friday, June 8, 2007

mother farkers .

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11:17 AM



Thursday, June 7, 2007

please spread this around.. stop the china ppl from doing this !




pity those little dogs and cats.. they r living things too.. and stop those ppl form buying fur goods ! fark those ppl... wad if yur father mother got skin alive? are u happy also?

KISS * ♥
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12:47 AM




will there be a day that i can turn everything back?


give me one more chance and i wun fail those moudules again

give me one more chance and i will prove to u that i can study

give me one more chance and i will , i definately will........


sorry that i've let u down again and again and again. give me time and i'll prove to u. i'm yur little precious pearl. dun give up on me becuz i need yur support. i'm responsible for all this and i wun blame anyone... sorry maa . .




I

NEED

MONEY

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12:06 AM



Monday, June 4, 2007

i jus dun understand. y ah gua keep appearing in my life. gosh. i'm not condeming them or wad. is jus that i'm abit irritated by their actions sometimes. and my work place gt this farking gay which i really hate . his actions are damn toooooooooooo girl-ish . what the hell. i think , NO, i'm definately more man than him. and everyone is mocking at him. yet he's still doing those actions out. omg please . . . . . . .. get rid of him. i really really cant take it. how i wish i have the ability to cast a spell and make him more man. well, his first impression to me wasn't that good. and i think i also dun leave a goood impression to him. nvm. thats fine also. haha. i dun care anyway. maybe i shld try to get along with him? then play politics. haa. song.
heard that he's waiting for NS.. pengz...... NS... go army play backside. i may sound mean.. but i can be more mean than this.. dowan say nia.. haiz...

MIRROR MIRROR ON


THE WALL. . . FARK THE AH GUA

OH MY GOD

KISS * ♥
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11:40 PM