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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

WHEN U GAIN SOMETHING U WILL LOSE SOMETHING.

KISS * ♥
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12:58 AM



Tuesday, May 29, 2007

YTD K BOX WAS FUNNNNNNN !

we danced ,

we shaked in the room.
we sang from noon till night.
the most fun , tiring session we ever had.

was freaking tired . shall go chiong one day and we will dance and shake yeah !

i'm the shortest. so wad? =.=




lao da is here !
buck tooth !
my chio bu darling ~


she's dead omg.
well. great day ! jus to relax myself after my sucking weekend. 8 june clubbing day ! muahaha


KISS * ♥
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9:58 PM







i saw JL againnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!


i miss u

KISS * ♥
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2:01 AM



Saturday, May 26, 2007

GAY ROCKS MY WORLD

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12:07 AM



Friday, May 25, 2007

before :




AFTER




some funny pic. this is not me..
got the urge to cut short hair.. haha too bad.. i'm not going to.
anyway, jean told me bout something bout china. which they opened a new zoo. well. wanna find the article out. then start cursing those ppl.. muahaha.. *to be continue*



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3:38 AM



Thursday, May 24, 2007







during k box ! muahaha.

we went singing ytd for the WHOLE night..

omg.. ''SHACK" ^^ ( jason ..yur shack )

k we got alot of songs wanna learn . esp those rapping part. jiayou jiayou ! we 4 can de !




next week go sentosa with them ! YEAH







went to cut my fringe today.. wa not use to it.. went to work.. and they saw.. haha . so my manager said it suits me and mo peng say i'm cute. but i'm jus nt used to it. hope it grows faster.. dowan to be cute.. anyway manager said i slim down . jason's fren ah keong also say i slim down. lOl think their eyes got prob..




and my work place auntie made me so pissed off . she ask *** to make spoil the locker. and she's pestering him doing this for the past few days. and i jus found out. cuz *** complained to me. well . she's farking selfish lor . omg. it's already so obvious who did something to the locker already. and yet she asked for more. wad if *** kana caught? her son responsible for the thing? or her? she's damn damn farking selfish which i cant understand y. since it's already over, then let bygones be bygones. y die also muz make the locker spoil . eeyer ! erxin .



I MISS MY FRINGE !

KISS * ♥
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12:31 AM



Tuesday, May 22, 2007



jus handsome. xie jun hao
saw him in some drama. dude..
haizzzzzzzzzzzz
got into a big trouble. collegue snatch locker from me and my fren. ***( cant say the name) made spoil her locker... haha.. and put one toothpick in it . and ended up she cant open it. too bad.. who ask her force us to change. we cant even say a NO.. guess she's goin to spread all around the world say we all make spoil her locker.. hope this thing gets big.. cuz we got our reason. fark nepal gal. u sucks. bloody bootlicker. btw she's counted as an illegal immigrant now. GO CALL POLICE IF U GUYS ONE. cuz dunno her work permit or passport expired. thats wad i've heard. =.= HAIZZZZ.. wanna resign lei.. cuz my workplace full of hypocrites, backstabbers. farking sian. cant take it. think i gonna burst soon. but then .. cant resign.. 600 bucks waiting for me to settle.. and hp bills.. internet bills..
LET ME DIEEEEEEEE.


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1:51 AM



Sunday, May 20, 2007

i farking hate black skin. CB


i swear i wun say a single word " sorry" to ******


it's ain't my fault and yet wanting me to say sorry. yur head. some customer pissed me so off. lazy to go into details. jus a farker . born with some farking black skin. with some farking proud attitude. but who cares. u r jus a BLACK. so wad if u r rich. i dun mind losing this job. asshole. jus that i still have my $600 remodule and some cb bill waiting for me to pay.


kept crying . cb. thinking y should i stay in this job since i farking so not happy there. i'm jus a part timer. stay there see those farking customers face. and some even gave those looks that we r born to serve them. fark off. jus one more. if one more customer piss me off. i really wanna fark back . dun ever treat waiter and waiteress like DOGS . farkers !


first thing i tot of was to called up jean and jason. phew! jus wanted to talk to them . cuz i damn farking sad. but in the end they came down to find me. thanks thanks. they cheered me up .. =)

next time bring u all makan chicken rice ^^


anyway got a chance and went to yishun damp. dunno where also. but there's a lot of car and bikes. and u can see ppl slacking there. and some bikes went off with a some irritaing sound. jus to show off. come on.. as if u r riding a lamboghini.



BLACKS R FOREVER


SO TROUBLESOME


BLACKS R UGLY

KISS * ♥
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10:06 AM



Friday, May 18, 2007



WHERE CAN I GET YOU ?







ISSEY MIYAKE L'EAU D'ISSEY



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12:25 AM



Thursday, May 17, 2007










Botak jones.. went to eat with my mum . deliciooooooooooousss. serving was very big . very big. but i still prefer amk central de western food. muahaha.







CONGRATS to both of them !!!!

my house lizard and jean's doggy~ ! both r pregnant !

k jean jus told me her doggy got pregnant . happy. cuz she goin to give me one. muahaha. heard that she's carrying 3 child. omg.. so thin.. and got 3 babies.. haha. hope i can see them giving birth yeah ! muahaha . . . shall get ready my red packet . lOl


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5:53 PM



Monday, May 14, 2007

a nice place to introduce also. think around mandai? a golf course over there . car park. . . . lOl . simply heaven . a good place to 'relax'. u will get to see cars parking individually. windows got covered by something which u cant even peep through. eg: T SHIRT







haha. kind of funny actually. but thrilling. but the ppl over there is those MYOB. mind yur own business. guess they also noe the purpose of u coming there. it's an isolated car park, and ya.. dark~~ u can see stars and moon shining brightly. haha.








i got to see one uncle bringing a CHINA lady to . . . . * * * . . . hahaha. funny funny.

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12:24 AM



Sunday, May 13, 2007



LEFT HAND PARALYSED. NECK PAIN.


MUSCLE PAIN. TOTALLY SHAGGED !



jus 3 words to describe my weekend. ---- work like dog


made a history today. my work place restaurant hit 9k plus sales , which it's the highest ever ! everyone was so happy because we really worked for it. very very busy. busy like shit. although there are some quarrels and we cant have a proper meal. cuz the crowd kept coming in. everyone was so tired. and my left hand now is f**king pain. cuz i was the one serving the whole restaurant appetizer, soup, and desserts. anyway , i had my partner to prepare. so i jus need to serve and serve and serve. and some of the order really very heavy. been doing this for 2days. and wow~ think my left hand smaller by 5 inches HAHAHA.

it's really tiring . but i noe i'm strong haha and i'm confident . but i left some heavy one for my other collegue to help me. becuz i really cant take it. and a few times my hand really pain till i wanted to drop the soup and appetizer. and i quickly think of JL .. haha. my motivation. if not i cant take it. some more two days.


I GOT PHYSICALLY TORTURED ! ^^



so wad's the point of complaining now? haha. tiring. but i'm happy. i can tell u that i dun even have double pay for public holiday. thats the bad point. but anything la. happy can liao ^^and i'm lucky cuz my manager shah send me back.



HAPPY MAMA DAY !

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11:56 PM



Saturday, May 12, 2007

and i love this song soooooooooo much !

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
he said,Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandmas daddy didnt like me none, but I loved your grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,
instead Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, dont give up on me.Ill meet you when my chores are through;
I dont know how long Ill be.
But Im not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
Ill be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know Id never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.


If you get there before I do, dont give up on me.
Ill meet you when my chores are through;
I dont know how long Ill be.
But Im not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
Ill be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,Ill be loving you. love,

missing.

KISS * ♥
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8:12 AM




DONUT FACTORY HERE










WE COME !


moohaa. the queue was f**king long when me and jason reached there. wanted to give up in the first place. well, in the end, both of us cant resist the temptation. and yes, we joined in the queue. awhile later jean came to find us. haha. =.= nearly fall asleep when i was sitting on the floor. DUh. kind of tired. and ya~ we queued for 4 hours. zzz. and when i told my mum about it, she was like wondering: 4hrs?! nice meh. normal ma. bought for her to try once b4. its really very nice. cuz they bake it on the spot. and the donuts look so cuteeeee. well, looks r deceiving. not all r nice. so .... CONCLUSION :

in 4hrs time : 66 donuts.
66 donuts for 4 person(jean jas lp and me!)

and this particular auntie approached us when it was going to be our turn~


auntie: eh excuse me, can let me join u all or u help me buy?


me jean jason : *blur* *shocked* =.=


jason: cannot la. we cannot do this.


auntie: i'm fetching my son at 4oclock and i came alone.


jason: cannot lar. nt fair to the ppl behind us. they queue very long also le.


auntie: or u tell them i'm yur fren lor.


jason: if we let u cut queue, ppl from behind will SCOLD us.
jean if we let u cut queue, ppl from behind will WHACK us.


(lOl ! they said this the same time. jus a word diff.)


me: arbo u go ask ppl from behind us lor



and i think the auntie got so dulan. which we r more dulan. she's damn irritating. and i think she's using her ass to think. if she really wanna eat then jolly well join the queue. wad for approaching ppl asking ppl to help u buy. and she really went approaching the two gals behind us~ =.= this is disgracing man. lucky my ma dun behaves like that . DUH. unpleasant exprienced. during the nite we 4 went swimming. IT WAS FUN ! and jean's stamina was damn good . not like jason. go there play water. ah gua behaviour~ hahahaha.


and ytd work i broke one glass. cuz it jus slip off from my hand. duNNo how many times liao. haha. the staff there also used to it le. but somehow i got affected also. didnt expect the glass will drop. haiz. anyway the boss came. and he came and talk to me for the first time ,smiling somemore. (he saw me a few times also) so he started asking me whr i schooling and study wad. then after work i heard from my manager said he thinks that the boss like me. cuz he asked him about my schedule for tml and sunday. muahahaha.

k stop typing liao. my hand is pain. shall update later in the niTe ^^

KISS * ♥
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7:41 AM



Wednesday, May 9, 2007

wa.. armpit pain. hahahaha
went swimming with lp. walau eh ! so long i didnt swim.. but we did a pretty good job? hahaah. we reach about 815. and start swimmin.. so around 8.50 we stopped.



8 laps : 40 min !

k la.. old le ma. stamina weak. nvm. we decided to swim every wed. and jean and jason will be joinning us. hahaha. we muz live a healthy lifestyle.

swim swim swim
swim like a fish.
dance a like frog.
i love my life.

KISS * ♥
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11:55 PM




first time 'she' called me. well. he got a nice voice seriously. which i'm attrached to that 'voice' . i think it's kind of wasted that he choose to be a 'she' . sad~

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1:08 AM



Monday, May 7, 2007

8pm. 7 MAY 2007. TANJONG PAGAR

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10:43 PM




travelled all the way to tampines. maple clinic. for my face. $137.50. $100 got sponsored from my sis. ^^ so i waited about 3hrs? from 2plus to 5 plus.. =.= 137.50 for ~ 8 items . the right hand side that square box is for my lips~
went to tanjong pagar for dinner with my ma and my sis..celebrate mother's day. woohoo.. great feast.. hakka restarant.
then my sis suggested walking to chinatown to have desserts.
.
. .
. . .
. . . .
. . . . .
*my hands was on my waist* auntie action .
cuz i totally dun think i'll meet anyone i noe over there.
and while waiting for the traffic, jus a feeling that told me to turn my head. so i turned. and.
I SAW HIM !
yes and i saw jialiang again. very coincidence. but then didnt really talked much . *sighed* haiz how i wished the clock stop at that moment. while i was crossing the road i turned and peeped.. well.. i saw him turned back also.. ^^ he seems to be tired. haa. not sure eh. didnt had a chance to talk to him also. anyway hope everything goes well for him. ^^
an an ^^ ^^
muahahahahahahahahaha !

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9:38 PM




some farking auntie kept calling me since ytd. well , she's been doing this from mths. everyday call call call.. and complain work stuffs.. i used to entertain her last time. BUT not now. fark it. irritating.. almost everyday call. and complain those things. come on, i'm nt a manager. wad for telling me this things. i'm jus a part timer. tell me for? and she can go to the extend calling my house ! walau eh. as if something big happen.. i'm sick of this.. i'm tired of entertaining her.

i hate to pick up her calls.
i hate listening her bad mouth-ing ppl.
i hate the way she talks.
i hate her backstabbing ppl.(not just one, is ALL )
i hate her acting kind in front of me. (cuz i think she talks back bout me too)
i hate ppl say i'm her GOD-DAUGHTER.
i hate her calling my house.
i hate her reborned- red hair.
i hate her purple eyes.
i hate her for being so childish.
i hate her when she call my name.
i hate her for not being responsible.
i hate her laziness.
i hate her acting smart.
i hate her calling me when i'm outside !
i hate her smsing me asking me y avoid her calls( she claimed that she's stress)
i hate her selfish-ness

* to be continued*

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12:36 PM



Sunday, May 6, 2007

headache !

as wad i have expected. 180 bucks hp bill waiting for me to settle.. internet.. 100 plus.. omg~ think half of my salary gone~ i spent $43.50 on global sms. =.= cuz of some reason. haiz.totally no mood after seeing this bloody bill. and there's my remodule to pay. 300bucks omg ~ headache . *sob* !

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12:04 AM



Saturday, May 5, 2007

even though it's been so long
u r still on my mind
yes i think of u, occasionally

No matter what I say or do
there's just no getting over you
i'm mesmerize by
yur smile , eyes and laughter 4yrs ago

You're a pill to ease the pain
Of all the stupid things I do
you're my motivation
when i lose my confident

i may have other crushes
but no one can ever replace u.
[J][L]

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1:48 AM



Thursday, May 3, 2007

And you wonder why...

Her: *whimper "sob. I can't believe he's cheating on me with her. Bastard!"

Me: "The world's fair, honey. You cheated on him with Mr. I too remember?"

Her: "But that's different"
Oh yeah. Sure.

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1:36 AM