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Friday, March 30, 2007

tattooooooooooooooooooo..
si jean.. go put tatto.. tempt me sia.. urgh~ nvm, tml i can get to see her tattoo liao.. muahhahaha.. also wanted to put.. but then ma dun allow.. my wish : put a butterfly tattoo on my left neck.. meeting them 10am tml.. walau dunno can wake up ma eh





"And I show you my sins, show me all your scars"

Sometimes it's difficult to determine exactly what you want, when it varies from person to person, time to time. When you know that what you want with *someone*, is completely different to what you once wanted with someone else. In fact, it can be the antithesis. The whole relationships game is pretty scary, actually.

KISS * ♥
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11:36 PM



Thursday, March 29, 2007


*handsome teng above*
went bugis after scoo sia.. with mock teng alex and jooooot. haha bought a top . and a shawl. total damage :$38 . k la.. still alright ba .
after that went to meet my man jean and sis jas. let u see their family photo

some buck tooth sis jas is making..


k anyway. we bought 50 pack of bomb bag.. to scare ppl. ended up letting sis jas scare. got bomb directly into my face. idiot . i shall have my revenge next time. goin Jb next week with them. and today, first time in my life, i stepped a snail to death~ walau eh. didnt see it. and i jus heard a "crrrrrackkk" wa.. sad sad sad.. disgusting

then me and jean bought a bag.. no money liao sian. gt to hear some weird stories from sis jas and bro jean.. walau. erxin . imagine................................................... u r walkin home under a block. suddenly a baby was thrown down from high lvl... wad is yur first reaction? walau

!@#%*& . if this happen to me... think i'll go bonkers

anyway ytd saw joe while going back home.. but then too bad.. he walk too fast.. nv get a chance to say yoyoyo.. also dun dare la haha..

an an


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11:44 PM



Tuesday, March 27, 2007


cute yeah?
long mao~ chinchilla~
got the urge to buy them long long ago. but then . . . when i told my ma about it, she.. "yur hamster and tortoise also nv tkae care liao. still wan buy."
lOl
true la. but then. maybe i will buy.buy 2 chichilla. then one call bom bom.. another call kuku.. ^^ heard that they sell at a very high price. actually wanted a dog. but too ex.. plus no one take care.. and i'm also allergic to dog's fur~ long term investment on them.. scared cant cope.lOl sad sad.
well, upload some of my classmates photo la. gt a hard time taking their faces.. lOl . diploma ending soon ! finally! but will miss them~

xiao long nu aka mock~ hahaa at last snap her face liao !yang guo aka val~ her yang guo hair ! haha

and finally the ~ eagle~ teng. sry~ didnt managed to snap yur recent photo . dui bu qi

4 of them doing their assignment~ while.. hehe.. i'm taking a break. 4 more dunno run where liao lOl

irksome auntie at my workplace > irredeemable sinner
dun make life so hard for them.
karma will return on u . ahaha

i love banana. banana love me~

an an

KISS * ♥
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10:58 PM



Monday, March 26, 2007

wa.. sat and sun.. really worked like one crazy dog..

sunday, accidently cut my left finger while i cutting the honeydew..
today, cut my right finger while i reached for the stupid foil. very sian.. lost a lot of blood
ahahaha

cannot type liao
~ an an

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11:50 PM



Friday, March 23, 2007

woke up at 6plus today. pengz~ cant sleep . nightmare. lOl

8 plus. si jeanie call me. wa.. her voice .. sexy.. man.. haha.. funny la.. keep laughin.. cuz she gt sore throat. walau.. damn man.. i love yur sexy deep voice.. haha.. make me laugh like siao at home.

went to watch this mr bean holiday with mock and teng. wa.. funny la.. haha ..

think his line very easy to memorise sia.. hahaha.. 'yes' 'no' 'ya' 'oh'

work sucks.. but anyway.. was a fun day.. keep laughing..

an an ^^


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11:24 PM



Thursday, March 22, 2007

mock . all thanks to u.

haha. got to noe one ah gua from frenster . and yes.. ah gua.. ok.. ah gua is fine for me la.. but this one.. hahhahahha.. k i'm bad..

*make sure u all see the pics liao DUN LAUGH*

this may looks fine to u.. ya.. fine.. simple ma.. appetizer only~ here comes the main course !!! and yeah.. good enuff for u guys ? haahahahah finally .. the sweet sweet dessert !

f*** hahahaa . i feel like laughing eh. walau eh. she like conquering the toilet bowl sia !

hahahhaahhaha. k stop. dun laugh liao~

she asked for a meet out. haha. and i find that it is too ridiculous la. chatting in msn i alr cannot take it liao. if meet out. . . . . . . . . . haha. dunno. but then, kind of pity her also. cuz.. ah gua also gt their story behind i guess? aiya. but this one. omg. gone case~ turned off

an an
^^


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10:48 PM




this i giv to u.......This is beginning of a new day.God has given me this day to use i will.I can waste it - or use it for good,but what i do today is important,becoz i am exchanging a day of my life for it!! When tomorrow comes, this day will gone forever, leaving in its place something that i have traded for it.I want to be gain not to be lost; good not evil; success not failure.In order i shall not regret the price that i have paid for it.



thanks for this~
an an ^^

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12:53 AM




i miss my dad..

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12:19 AM



Tuesday, March 20, 2007

and YES ! i went to balestier with jas and jean . for my fortune telling session. *giggles* shuang~ before going , i have this few questions on my mind.
summary of my thoughts :
*study or work?
*full time job?
*any despicable ppl around me?
* me and ***?
he started of with my studies... which i haven even asked him about it . he told me that i should continue with my studies and dun work at this age.. *DUH* and my mind was thinking... gosh ! how he noe i dowan study le? nvm~ then he say.. studY the things i like .. he also tell me that i got 'tao hua yun' . hhaahaha. and some other things. ask me go pray .. then luck will be better. and the most funny part~ he said i maybe will get pregnant this yr? wa.. i listen le... very very sian.. he said my luck is better than last yr.. WHICH I DUN THINK SO ~ haha. *shake head*

and the most disappointing part. he told me that me and *** better to be frens. cuz this person chinese horoscope and mine doesnt suits me.. walau.. fren.. noe him so long le.. fren ..
he said that jean and jas can last .. but then jean's 'tao hua yun' last quite long.. hahaahhah and jason face was like =.=
dunno shld believe ma lei.. but kinda accurate.. except for the preg part la !

then went facial. face like lobster. met up with kia and big shot pei ting. makan at new york new york~ not bad~
some hungry pigs eating~
the only ones i could trust ~
the waiter talked too fast.. and i catch no ball~ *still thinking bout the preg thing*



and thats the end of the day~
jean , jas , pei ting and kia ---thanks for yur concern and thanks for makine me smile again~
* tr[u]e , lOyal , tru[s]ted *
nitez
wan an
pregnant??????????? duh

KISS * ♥
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11:12 PM



Monday, March 19, 2007

went out with jean and jason to k box. cant sing well today. haha, dunno y eh. heard from jason he noe a fortune teller.. kinda accurate. muahaha.. tml go test test after my scoo. anyway, after the singing session , ah keong came and pick us up . wa.. he drive so fast.. *giddy* and jason reminded me.. went to bishan and eat chicken rice.. wa.. free eh.. FREE.. one whole chicken.. 5 person eat.. k la.. not bad.. free ma.. hahahahaahah~

jack's place offer me a full time job. haiz, dunno wanna go for it ma. still thinking..wanna find a office job. but.. i dun think i suit ba.. haha.. i still love FNB line.. although some customers spoil my day .. i jus like.. but pay low.. and work like dog.. lOl
siannnnnnn

tml scoo.. haiz
nvm ~ lookin forward to see the fortune teller.. muahahahahahahha !

KISS * ♥
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10:18 PM



Sunday, March 18, 2007

same routine ..
haiz.. work lor.. anyway met up with jas and jean. went to play pool. [ practice makes perfect] lOl .. before that, asked missy to come up and take the earpiece from me. and ended up...

first reason : i maybe meeting him. u all stay until wad time
second reason : haha, i not sure lei. cfm with u again
third reason : oh , i meetin fren to take thing.

!@#$%#%$ : FOR U . if u wan yur things back, then get it back from me by yurself. wad's the point of draggin and draggin and draggin. then keep sms me ask me back for that earpiece? if wan romantic , jus tell me straight . i accept the reason. cfm with u again cfm with u again~ pengz . till i reply her back : if u dowan take today, the rest of the days i nt free. then she came.
i dun mind u put yur bf first rather than yur frens. but plz~ auto a bit.

jas and jean quarrelled. had a hard time persuading them. at last ok liao. and U as a fren. show some concern can? wad i see is.. u busying about yur BF BF BF. maybe , u and yur bf , me jas jean is two diff world. the rich and the poor jus cant click.

maybe i've got influenced or wadsoever. i find that u r changing too. i dunno will u get a chance to read it , but anyway i jus wan to say out how i feel. yeah, u did that to me. nvm i dun mind. (although jas jean mind) u r my best fren . i dowan quarrel. i told u b4. frens first. next, stop yur acting skill plz. dun act cute in front of ppl. u r old enuff . come on. be more matured. and open up yur mind. stop using those ACT CUTE voice and talk to me. the more u do that, the more i gets irritated. 19 le.. plz.. think .. u r not a kid anymore. and , kindly show some concern to yur fren. dun be so insensitive. in the past, u r not like this. alright, maybe this is yur first r/s. but then, come on. 10+ yr de frenship cannot win a guy. plz lar.. bang wall can? jean gt prob and yet, happily talkin to him. bitch .
and oh yeah, wad u complain to us about him, and wad u do to him is totally different. here say blah blah blah, in front of him .. wa treat him so nice ah.. dun talk cock and bull story in front of me la. i noe wad u tryin to do.

missy : he really treat me very nice. got anyone will break with their bf cuz they too good?
da: =.=
missy : when he sms me 'i miss u' and i replied back the same thing . but i dun feel that i missing him.
da : wa piang eh~
missy : jus one week, he told me i love u. dun u think is too fast?
da: *thinking* my temper very good. feel free to agitate me. we 3 gt time to play with u.

all this things u said, dun affects me. sorry, u did not succeed. and i dun mind also. dun be so hyprocrite in front of me. u noe me well enuff. when i'm agitated, i'll do anything .

u make me feel that no one is this world i can trust.

KISS * ♥
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2:08 AM



Saturday, March 17, 2007

lots of things want to tell u.. but i cant..

KISS * ♥
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2:50 AM




yup yup yup yup yup yup and yes yes yes yes yes !

i met up with him! AT LAST !

we went to douby ghout. and actually planned to drink. but then things cropped up for JL. his mum called.. and yeah.. got to noe about his family background also..


haiz.. i guess his family background is that reason to make him into so independent ba. it's all predestinated . so i hope he can hang in there~ i noe u can..


16 march 2007.. i saw his emotional side of him..

anyway.. we went to play pool.. can see that he dun wanna go home so early ba.. hope everything goes smoothly for him. he's the only guy that can stop me from doin anything i guess.. influence me very big ba.. SJL ~ not yet forgotten~


only shot~ memory~

SJL ^^


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1:20 AM



Thursday, March 15, 2007

can someone jus use some weapon to kill me?
or can i get bang by cars?
i hate my life~

KISS * ♥
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11:30 PM



Wednesday, March 14, 2007

wah~ woke up at 7.30 this mornin. feel like dying~ drag myself up and went to scoo. forget bring wallet.. hell~ irritating lecturer, stupid book, too much temptation. nice air con , nice chair , nice table to sleep.
after scoo, went to citylink TCC with my bitches.

i left first. so got home around 4.. slack awhile, 4.30.. wa.. cannot take it.. NAP NAP NAP.nap till 5 then i realised im late for work ! so woke up and went out . forgot bring wallet again. pengz~ so nvm, felt nauseous.. cuz i cant take short nap.. when i gt on to the bus, one halah auntie sat on my lap when the bus suddenly break.. sad~ pain~ nvm.. and i found out that she gt BO.. WA , that moment.. feel like askin one person use knife stab me lar.. piang~ *giddy*

and during work, very sad.. mood spoil by one knn customer. this was wad happened.

Last weekend, this mr koh called for reservation. so i wrote down his reservation. he told me he's a jacks place member and he saw this promotion - 3 ala carta meal , free one half kg cake. so i went to clarify with my manager. and she said ya gt this. so i told him lor. and he ask alot of stupid farkin questions . and the restaraunt was packed that day ! nvm dulan liao, kup his phone. and today he came, for his 3 free ala carta meal and cake.. and it turned out to be: 3 free ala carta meal OR free cake ! cb .. sibei sian, he wanted to look for me la.. then my manager told him i was nt around( which i was) . then he claimed that he wants BOTH ! manager buai tahan.. customer say wan write email complain. wa.. very sad.. i very dulan.. went kitchen shed 3 drops of tears. 3 chef saw, ask me am i ok . then they say this man KNNCCB. they goin make him die.. lOl.. they added tabasco and MSG into thier food.. i see liao still sad. cuz.. aiya cb man ! really hope yur whole family die with u.. daughter kana rape.. son infertile.. wife kana molest ! i REALLY CANNOT TAHAN eh ! 50 yr old man, so calculative for fark ! ya i noe im in the wrong. but then . dun have means dun have de ma.. cb .. force for wad.. knn.. throw men face ! i dun even think he noe how to be a gentleman. dunno he gt cb or dick.. fark.. spoli my day .. knn ! pui ! dun let me see u outside restaraunt.. cfm make u fall down !


KISS * ♥
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11:45 PM



Tuesday, March 13, 2007

ivocity.. here i come~

sun soooo big... hot. went out with mock teng alex gs and chang. didnt managed to buy anything. cuz no money. sobz! but then overall nt bad. quite fun. and gs was tellin his da pao and meggie mee story~ bird~
some bloody pics i took~
he's so enthusiastic~ all sitting down eat donut.. not nice sia.. so soft.. too soft.. really very soft.. and i ate two mouth then pass to chang liao.. and ............. he ate finish the whole donut.. lOl

potential model.. dun u think so?

and we saw a AH GUA..k la. 40yr old plus? nt sure.. looks like a woman.. but then when she talk.. *bang wall la*

pengz~ laugh la
dismissed at 8 plus.. then went to find yuyuan.. went to watch er.. oh ya dream gal..theatre sucks , chair sucks , movie sucks , and the one sitting beside us that man also SUCKS. i was talkin on a phone, cuz my collegue called. and the man kept diao me! till i kup my phone. wad u expect me to do. diao back la. then yuyan told me he eating KFC. pengz~ then nvm. some bitch behind us also talk on phone.. he also turn behind and diao.. kao~ bloody hell.. then yuyuan say .. he's lunatic.. i totally................ KAO .. bth~and the movie.. omg .. can sleep.. left halfway

shot 1 ~ fail !
horny face~ lOl
i love this doggy !!
nitez wan an~






























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1:16 AM



Sunday, March 11, 2007

another saturday~
12 to 10 .. work
thats how i spent my weekend , entertaining those kuku customers


and i'm workin the bar today.. with my handsome partner



some bloody kuku enh neh customer makes me wanna vomit blood this afternoon



da: who's having the soup?

customer: *both ignore me*

da: who's having the soup?

customer: eh , that table can sit? i wan the corner sit.

da: * stone*

customer: oh sorry. can help me clear the table? me and my bf wan see there

bloody hell . kuku bird . y die die also muz sit corner sit. cannot face ppl meh? somemore.. i holding their soup.. they cannot see ah.. pengz .. nvm .. i asked collegue go clean. next give them steak. they say toooooooooooo raw. nb .
next:

this bloody man.. MR ASS .. kao..

he ordered seafood salad and calamari.. so my two hand carry this two item.. and MR ASS said : u shld out the food one by one.. kao think here restaraunt ah .. nvm.. next.. i out their half dozen oyster.. kao .. they say.. u think there's space to put.. knn~ buai tahan ah ! go kitchen .. complain to them.. chef.. also buai tahan.. manager.. tell chef DUN OUT THEIR FOOD . sucker.. shld spit salivia.. nb


talking on phone with **** now.. hahaha sibei sian..
an an




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12:39 AM



Friday, March 9, 2007

yoyo
feel so bored at home.. plenty of time.. and.. decided to start a blog..

muahaha

anyway.. lots of things happened this few days.. i was so moody this few days. and thx to jean , jason & kia for walkin through with me. if nt.. i dun think i can take it . maybe i will drink dettol and die.. hahahhaha

ah lian jean was with me all the while.. she gave me alot of support this few days . she's so man lor.. i feel so protected.


HAPPY*LUCKY*JOY


and after the bloody thing.. we went back to amk central.. cuz that angie wanna eat chix rice..BTH ..

went to take 269 home..

*CLIMAX*

while waiting for the bus.. i turned my head.. and i realise.. i saw someone.. from far.. tat looks like JL ! omg !

really JL ^^

i saw JL

wa

really.. saw JL

muahaha

think i.. half a yr nv get to see him le? ya.. anyway.. i saw him.. so jus *nod head* smile.. and at that moment.. my heart beat..... increase! wa.. i so pai sei.. then got up the bus.. realise that he's in the same bus with me.. omg omg.. wa .. at first i dun dare.. in the end.. i went..

JL: *closing his eyes*

da: *smile smile* come back from whr?

JL: oh.. work. ya u?

da: * spinning my phone**too nervous* oh.. came back from pub

JL: so early come back

da: ya lor. * heart beat fast fast*

JL: wa u change sia. haha

da: * shuang* whr gt.. same la hahaah

.

..

...

k maybe i've changed.. but then.. aiya.. dunno.. soooo long nv see him le.. miss the old days.. haiz.. next time then say my story.. hahah .. anyway managed to snap a photo of him.. heez

to JL: delete liao.. happy?

k . i wan stop liao..

go relax relax..

an an !





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11:59 PM